how very coincident!!!

"Virgo (Aug 23 - Sep 22)[?]

The Bottom Line

Either you're compatible with someone or you're not. Admit defeat and move on.

In Detail

You can't force yourself to get along better with someone if they won't cooperate -- either you two are compatible or you're not compatible. So instead of continuing to beat your head against the wall trying to charm them, accept the situation as it is and make the best of it. You do not have to make everyone your friend. And try to understand that just because someone doesn't light up when you walk into a room doesn't mean that they don't respect you."

This was wat writen my fortune for today... how tru is it?!! i had a fite w my cuzzen n tnks jus turn nasty... i was jus giving sum advice n she cant accept it.. she call me an outsider... me her elder cuzzen... an outsider?!!!! im so sad n pissed, she is the closest in my family... n she say such tink... hurt me alot.. n her fren, is not an outsider? ive owas sided her, clean her butt n shit, dis is wat she gif me? wat mkes me more sad is dat she so rude to her mum... see her mum beg n cry askin her not to leave... it jus break my heart alot.. how could she? im ttlly disappointed in her... i love her alot n dis is wat she did... dis is more hurt ful den losing a boyfren... wtf... haiz....

the lost moments

I was wondering.... Do i look like NOra Danish?!! i mean wen my fringe dis short? Y do ppl keep on saying i do wen i seriously tink i shudnt b compared to her... She is damm cute n white n flawless... but me?!!! Eeeeuuuuu!!! Im neither cute nor pretty, Neither white nor flawless.... Hmmmm... its funi how ppl can compare me w sum1 ttlly diff frm me... i am me... jus a plain gal.... funi how ppl easily can c that i haf a look alike... Shud i b proud? ahakz... cant b coz i noe me too well hahaha....

Im abit off mood today... i was expecting gifts frm zul or pika but neither of them gif me any... im hurt but i rather not say it.. haiz... havin my bdae jus past 2 daes ago, im still waiting frm those dat haven yet wish me like: WILLIAM!! ....
How could he forget my bdae?!! Soo mean... Bluek!!!!

Guez wat i got a new collection of guys... haha... im jus bein me i guys... but dey are all frenz... nvr met dem b4... jus msg-ing buddies if dats wat i tink i'll call dem... haha... Wat am i turning into? i also dun noe... im confuse abt life, no direction dat i wan to go... its like im stuck at a junction n not noe which way to go.. i keep on following the flow, till i now very unfamiliar w my surrounding.. im scared to turn bac, scared dat i cant accept wat i haf gone tru...( i realise dat ive bn goin tru tid flow w my eyes close, n not noeing wat ive bn tru alot, i forget alot of stuff)... im confused which way to go forward... im becumin the lost child... although im oready 21... but age itself doesnt do me any help... I noe by now i shud noe wat im suppose todo n start tinking of the future needs but i jus dun noe wat to do... can any1 reali help me? i realise i need lots of help but frm who?!!

Bdae benanza!!!

Ok guys i noe, i reali do, why do i wan to go bac to zul rite... haha ... Chill guys... its my bdae so spare me a moment to xplain, im not yet bac w him, if i do, it may not b bcoz i love him like i used to but its bcoz of some personal reason btw me n him... I noe he haf change a great deal now, but dat wasnt the onli reason, there are other reason too... hmmm... i jus don noe wat else to say to explain.. hehe...

Syasya!!! Ty for the bdae wish in ur blog.. yea.. 10 sept 2008 i turn 21.. nice age.. but i wish i'll stay 19.. haha... I love u syasya.. hehe.. read dis blog dun b surprise n dun tell others abt dis blog... top2 secret... haha... multiply is onli a decoy.. hehe... kla.. hit u bac later...

A note in ten language.. to u too william

Un début de quelque chose nouvelle en septembre… mon anniversaire est seulement 8 jours loin… Laissé voyez qui oublient le & ; qui se rappelle…

Today i felt like speaking n typing in soo many diff language... im sori if ders a mistake here n der.. my other languages are not perfect at all... they are reali sux...
Today im going to say sumtink towards a few ppl in ten diff language... hehe hey goez...

Zulfaqar:
>Je t'aime, restera toujours à côté de votre latéral…
>Ik houd van u, altijd zal blijven door Uw Kant…
>Ich liebe dich bleibt immer durch Ihr seitliches…
>Ti amo, rimarrà sempre dal vostro laterale…
>私はあなたの側面によって愛する、常にとどまる…
>사랑해요, 항상 체재할 것이다 당신의 옆 덕분에…
>Eu te amo, permanecerá sempre pelo seu lateral…
>Я тебя люблю, всегда останет ваше бортовым…
>Te amo, permanecerá siempre por su lateral…
>我爱你，永远停留將在您旁邊旁边…

Pika:
>我是，很抱歉我必須傷害您，您是愉快沒有我…的5月
>私はある従って残念私は、あなたによってが私なしでより幸せ…である5月傷つけるなった
>나는 이다 그래서 유감스러웠던 나는 당신을, 당신에 의하여 저 없이 더 행복한… 5월 아픈 했다
>Ik ben zo Droevig ik u, Mei moest kwetsen u Gelukkiger bent zonder me…
>Je suis si désolé j'ai dû vous blesser, mai où vous soyez plus heureux sans moi…
>Ich bin, also traurig musste ich Sie, Mai verletzen, den Sie sind glücklicher ohne mich…
>Sono così spiacente ho dovuto danneggiarlo, maggio che siete più felice senza di me…
>Eu sou tão pesaroso eu tive que feri-lo, maio onde você estivesse mais feliz sem mim…
>Я поэтому огорченно я должен ушибить вас, май вы более счастливы без меня…
>Soy así que apesadumbrado tuve que lastimarle, mayo que usted sea más feliz sin mí…

William:
>谢谢，是這樣尼斯人… 愿您總是愉快的…
>Dank u, voor het Zijn Zulk een Persoon van Nice… Mei u Gelukkig is altijd…
>Merci, d'être si Nice une personne… Pouvez vous être heureux toujours…
>Danke, für Sein solch eine Nizza Person… Mögen Sie glücklich immer sein…
>Σας ευχαριστούμε, για την ύπαρξη ένα τέτοιο πρόσωπο της Νίκαιας… Μάιος εσείς είναι ευτυχής πάντα…
>Grazie, per essere così Nizza persona… Potete essere felice sempre…
>ありがとう非常にニース人があることを、… 常に幸せであるように…
>감사하십시오 그런 니스 사람인을 당신을,… 항상 행복하 당신은…
>Obrigado, sendo uma pessoa tão agradável… Pode você estar feliz sempre…
>Вы, для быть такой славной персоной… May вы быть счастливы всегда…
>Gracias, por ser tan Niza una persona… Puede usted ser feliz siempre…

Baby:
>是我的时间不理会您，并且讓您看生活，您是足够大的。 我將You小姐…
>Het is Tijd voor me om u alleen te verlaten en u het Leven zien zelf te laten, bent u Groot genoeg. Ik zal Misser You…
>Il est temps pour que je vous laisse seul et laissez-vous voir la vie vous-même, vous sont assez grands. Je Mlle You…
>Es ist Zeit, damit ich Sie allein lasse und lassen Sie Sie das Leben sehen sich, Sie sind groß genug. Ich werde Fräulein You…
>Είναι χρόνος για με να σας αφήσω μόνο και να σας αφήσω να δείτε τη ζωή οι ίδιοι, είστε αρκετά μεγάλοι. Η Δεσποινίς You…
>È tempo affinchè me lo lasci solo e lascilo vedere la vita voi stessi, voi sono abbastanza grande. sig.na You…
>それは放っておく私の時間であり、あなた自身のある十分に大きいが生命を見ることを許可しなさい。 私はさん…
>그것은 당신을 내버려두는 저를 위한 시간 이고 당신이 너자신 의 당신 충분히 크다 생활을 보게 하십시오. 나는 You 미스…
>É hora para que eu deixe-o sozinho e deixe-o ver a vida você mesmo, você são grande bastante. Eu senhorita Você…
>Давно пора для меня, котор нужно выйти вы одн и препятствовало вам себя увидеть жизнь, вам большое достаточно. Я буду Miss Вы…
>Es hora para que le deje solo y déjele ver vida usted mismo, usted son bastante grande. Srta. You…

Ok dats it i tink.. haha... im bored... hmm soo you guys figure out la wat i write k... haha.. hapi figuring.... ahakz... hmmm.....

Oh Btw william if you can figure it out u tell me k... hahaha....

06:12am 02-09-08 (8 more daes...)

To trust or not to trust?!!

As i was browsing my fwenzter, i came across dis at the bulletin:

Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready.

-Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever.

-Kiss on the Ear; You're my everything.

-Kiss on the Cheek; We're friends.

-Kiss on the Hand; I adore you.

-Kiss on the Neck; We belong together.

-Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you.

-Kiss on the Lips; I love you.

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What the gesture means..

-Holding Hands; We definitely like each other.

-Slap on the Butt; That's mine.

-Holding on tight; I don't want to let go.

-Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you.

-Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me.

-Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go.

-Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you.

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Advice;

Don't ask for a kiss, take one.

If you were thinking about someone while reading this,

you're definitely in Love.

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Can we reali trust dis stuff? hehe... i reali wonder.. does it werk?
Hmmm.... Will u guys trust dis stuff?!!

AM I A FLIRT? AM I A BITCH? i owas wonder... I noe its not wrong to haf more frenz, be it male or female... but... is it wrong to love sum1 but b w sum1 else? I jus cant decide who i wanna b w... be w the 1 i love or the 1 wo love me.... hmmm... i reali reali hope i make de rite decisions....


Baby:
Im sori i haf to b w zul, he loves me alot n he prove to me his changes n such... I noe u meant well but i jus cant hurt him, nvr will nvr would... i haf to leave daddy as he is coz he reali wont prove dat he love me as much as he meant to say... I do love him, reali do... he truly means alot to me but i cant stand by the side noeing dat he haf other galz... & ea time i meet him, i feel we are drifting apart... baby im truly sori...]

Pika:
like i say i love u soo much dat u are hurting me to the max.. but i dun blame u.. Coz im the bitch here... i noe i am... im sori... i wont expect ur forgiveness or such...

Sh1tZ

How am i suppose to feel? Ppl noes dat i dun like certain tink & dey still do... For instance, sum1 noes dat it will hurt me soo much if dey wer to take my frenz n start calling dem dear, syg n such... she noes n she do it... aft afew daez of showing her how pissed i am but she still dun get it so i jus let it b... but it hurts so much.. coz i sort of like my fren, i like all my frenz but if i wer to share it to sum1, dat means i trust dat sum1 not to hurt me since she noes i like dat person, coz i owas tok abt dat person.. ahe noes wat i am like den she do dis to me.. iamgine reading her sent n receive msg saying, dear n syg... hurts alot.. but i haf to endure coz she is veri close to me n i dun wan to hurt ppl close to me... den today meet him, we had a whiole lot of fun cooking n such... i liked his company but towards the end, she cum by n complain abt havin migrane n such, i noe she suffers frm it alot of time, n she start to sit close by him, wah hurts alot... i tried not to talk abt it... n aft he went bac w/o telling me, she make face w me n the way she tok to me is soo not sincere n treat me like wat.. hey even if im dammm veri sick, ive nvr treat her dat way, even wen im trying to tell her how gurt it is tru my action i didnt do tinks to hurt her... or piss'ed her off... wah.... hurt damm shitz... he is my fren, i like his company n here she cums dear n syg to him, sit close close.. imagine how i feel? my intention was dat i want her to noe dat my frenz are hers also, as she is owas stuck at hm soo i dun mind sharing... but isnt it obvious dat i like him?? ya sort of like haiz... learn frm lesson...haiz... dat was y i turn to makin frenz w other ppl n stop calling him... haiz... she so close yet haiz... dun wannna say anitink... hiazz...

Hmmm..... bn afew daez since i last blog.... hmm wer shud i start... Guez i start frm the 22nd of aug...

Wanted soo much to spend the dae w zul... but he like wat went out w his fren.. as an understanding gal i let him go... ishk!! but deep2 down it pissed me off... ggrrrrr.... haiz.. but den later dat nite aft 12am he came my hse hehe... spend the nite tokin to ea other... its bn a long time since we tok w ea other... Its like i feel moments w him mkes me soo hapi... hmmm... its was den dat i decide to let pika go, & forget abt him & treat him only as frenz... its goin to hurt but i dun haf a choice coz i rather i b hurt den zul get hurt by me... haiz...

hmmm... i sumtimes feel dat i dun deserve ani guys love coz ive oready get used to fooling ard... haiz... love haiz... aniwaez even if im bac w zul, i wont leave my frenz for him dat for sure...

KLa i update again later tonite...