Thursday, September 18, 2008

how very coincident!!!

"Virgo (Aug 23 - Sep 22)[?]

Virgo

The Bottom Line

Either you're compatible with someone or you're not. Admit defeat and move on.

In Detail

You can't force yourself to get along better with someone if they won't cooperate -- either you two are compatible or you're not compatible. So instead of continuing to beat your head against the wall trying to charm them, accept the situation as it is and make the best of it. You do not have to make everyone your friend. And try to understand that just because someone doesn't light up when you walk into a room doesn't mean that they don't respect you."


This was wat writen my fortune for today... how tru is it?!! i had a fite w my cuzzen n tnks jus turn nasty... i was jus giving sum advice n she cant accept it.. she call me an outsider... me her elder cuzzen... an outsider?!!!! im so sad n pissed, she is the closest in my family... n she say such tink... hurt me alot.. n her fren, is not an outsider? ive owas sided her, clean her butt n shit, dis is wat she gif me? wat mkes me more sad is dat she so rude to her mum... see her mum beg n cry askin her not to leave... it jus break my heart alot.. how could she? im ttlly disappointed in her... i love her alot n dis is wat she did... dis is more hurt ful den losing a boyfren... wtf... haiz....


Thursday, September 11, 2008

the lost moments

I was wondering.... Do i look like NOra Danish?!! i mean wen my fringe dis short? Y do ppl keep on saying i do wen i seriously tink i shudnt b compared to her... She is damm cute n white n flawless... but me?!!! Eeeeuuuuu!!! Im neither cute nor pretty, Neither white nor flawless.... Hmmmm... its funi how ppl can compare me w sum1 ttlly diff frm me... i am me... jus a plain gal.... funi how ppl easily can c that i haf a look alike... Shud i b proud? ahakz... cant b coz i noe me too well hahaha....

Im abit off mood today... i was expecting gifts frm zul or pika but neither of them gif me any... im hurt but i rather not say it.. haiz... havin my bdae jus past 2 daes ago, im still waiting frm those dat haven yet wish me like: WILLIAM!! ....
How could he forget my bdae?!! Soo mean... Bluek!!!!

Guez wat i got a new collection of guys... haha... im jus bein me i guys... but dey are all frenz... nvr met dem b4... jus msg-ing buddies if dats wat i tink i'll call dem... haha... Wat am i turning into? i also dun noe... im confuse abt life, no direction dat i wan to go... its like im stuck at a junction n not noe which way to go.. i keep on following the flow, till i now very unfamiliar w my surrounding.. im scared to turn bac, scared dat i cant accept wat i haf gone tru...( i realise dat ive bn goin tru tid flow w my eyes close, n not noeing wat ive bn tru alot, i forget alot of stuff)... im confused which way to go forward... im becumin the lost child... although im oready 21... but age itself doesnt do me any help... I noe by now i shud noe wat im suppose todo n start tinking of the future needs but i jus dun noe wat to do... can any1 reali help me? i realise i need lots of help but frm who?!!

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

Bdae benanza!!!

Ok guys i noe, i reali do, why do i wan to go bac to zul rite... haha ... Chill guys... its my bdae so spare me a moment to xplain, im not yet bac w him, if i do, it may not b bcoz i love him like i used to but its bcoz of some personal reason btw me n him... I noe he haf change a great deal now, but dat wasnt the onli reason, there are other reason too... hmmm... i jus don noe wat else to say to explain.. hehe...

Syasya!!! Ty for the bdae wish in ur blog.. yea.. 10 sept 2008 i turn 21.. nice age.. but i wish i'll stay 19.. haha... I love u syasya.. hehe.. read dis blog dun b surprise n dun tell others abt dis blog... top2 secret... haha... multiply is onli a decoy.. hehe... kla.. hit u bac later...

Monday, September 01, 2008

A note in ten language.. to u too william

Un début de quelque chose nouvelle en septembre… mon anniversaire est seulement 8 jours loin… Laissé voyez qui oublient le & ; qui se rappelle…

Today i felt like speaking n typing in soo many diff language... im sori if ders a mistake here n der.. my other languages are not perfect at all... they are reali sux...
Today im going to say sumtink towards a few ppl in ten diff language... hehe hey goez...

Zulfaqar:
>Je t'aime, restera toujours à côté de votre latéral…
>
Ik houd van u, altijd zal blijven door Uw Kant…
>
Ich liebe dich bleibt immer durch Ihr seitliches…
>Ti amo, rimarrà sempre dal vostro laterale…
>私はあなたの側面によって愛する、常にとどまる…
>사랑해요, 항상 체재할 것이다 당신의 옆 덕분에…
>Eu te amo, permanecerá sempre pelo seu lateral…
>Я тебя люблю, всегда останет ваше бортовым…
>Te amo, permanecerá siempre por su lateral…
>我爱你,永远停留將在您旁邊旁边…

Pika:
>
我是,很抱歉我必須傷害您,您是愉快沒有我…的5月
>私はある従って残念私は、あなたによってが私なしでより幸せ…である5月傷つけるなった
>나는 이다 그래서 유감스러웠던 나는 당신을, 당신에 의하여 저 없이 더 행복한… 5월 아픈 했다
>Ik ben zo Droevig ik u, Mei moest kwetsen u Gelukkiger bent zonder me…
>Je suis si désolé j'ai dû vous blesser, mai où vous soyez plus heureux sans moi…
>Ich bin, also traurig musste ich Sie, Mai verletzen, den Sie sind glücklicher ohne mich…
>Sono così spiacente ho dovuto danneggiarlo, maggio che siete più felice senza di me…
>Eu sou tão pesaroso eu tive que feri-lo, maio onde você estivesse mais feliz sem mim…
>Я поэтому огорченно я должен ушибить вас, май вы более счастливы без меня…
>Soy así que apesadumbrado tuve que lastimarle, mayo que usted sea más feliz sin mí…

William:
>
谢谢,是這樣尼斯人… 愿您總是愉快的…
>Dank u, voor het Zijn Zulk een Persoon van Nice… Mei u Gelukkig is altijd…
>Merci, d'être si Nice une personne… Pouvez vous être heureux toujours…
>Danke, für Sein solch eine Nizza Person… Mögen Sie glücklich immer sein…
>Σας ευχαριστούμε, για την ύπαρξη ένα τέτοιο πρόσωπο της Νίκαιας… Μάιος εσείς είναι ευτυχής πάντα…
>Grazie, per essere così Nizza persona… Potete essere felice sempre…
>ありがとう非常にニース人があることを、… 常に幸せであるように…
>감사하십시오 그런 니스 사람인을 당신을,… 항상 행복하 당신은…
>Obrigado, sendo uma pessoa tão agradável… Pode você estar feliz sempre…
>Вы, для быть такой славной персоной… May вы быть счастливы всегда…
>Gracias, por ser tan Niza una persona… Puede usted ser feliz siempre…

Baby:
>
是我的时间不理会您,并且讓您看生活,您是足够大的。 我將You小姐…
>Het is Tijd voor me om u alleen te verlaten en u het Leven zien zelf te laten, bent u Groot genoeg. Ik zal Misser You…
>Il est temps pour que je vous laisse seul et laissez-vous voir la vie vous-même, vous sont assez grands. Je Mlle You…
>Es ist Zeit, damit ich Sie allein lasse und lassen Sie Sie das Leben sehen sich, Sie sind groß genug. Ich werde Fräulein You…
>Είναι χρόνος για με να σας αφήσω μόνο και να σας αφήσω να δείτε τη ζωή οι ίδιοι, είστε αρκετά μεγάλοι. Η Δεσποινίς You…
>È tempo affinchè me lo lasci solo e lascilo vedere la vita voi stessi, voi sono abbastanza grande. sig.na You…
>それは放っておく私の時間であり、あなた自身のある十分に大きいが生命を見ることを許可しなさい。 私はさん…
>그것은 당신을 내버려두는 저를 위한 시간 이고 당신이 너자신 의 당신 충분히 크다 생활을 보게 하십시오. 나는 You 미스…
>É hora para que eu deixe-o sozinho e deixe-o ver a vida você mesmo, você são grande bastante. Eu senhorita Você…
>Давно пора для меня, котор нужно выйти вы одн и препятствовало вам себя увидеть жизнь, вам большое достаточно. Я буду Miss Вы…
>Es hora para que le deje solo y déjele ver vida usted mismo, usted son bastante grande. Srta. You…

Ok dats it i tink.. haha... im bored... hmm soo you guys figure out la wat i write k... haha.. hapi figuring.... ahakz... hmmm.....

Oh Btw william if you can figure it out u tell me k... hahaha....

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