Sh1tZ

How am i suppose to feel? Ppl noes dat i dun like certain tink & dey still do... For instance, sum1 noes dat it will hurt me soo much if dey wer to take my frenz n start calling dem dear, syg n such... she noes n she do it... aft afew daez of showing her how pissed i am but she still dun get it so i jus let it b... but it hurts so much.. coz i sort of like my fren, i like all my frenz but if i wer to share it to sum1, dat means i trust dat sum1 not to hurt me since she noes i like dat person, coz i owas tok abt dat person.. ahe noes wat i am like den she do dis to me.. iamgine reading her sent n receive msg saying, dear n syg... hurts alot.. but i haf to endure coz she is veri close to me n i dun wan to hurt ppl close to me... den today meet him, we had a whiole lot of fun cooking n such... i liked his company but towards the end, she cum by n complain abt havin migrane n such, i noe she suffers frm it alot of time, n she start to sit close by him, wah hurts alot... i tried not to talk abt it... n aft he went bac w/o telling me, she make face w me n the way she tok to me is soo not sincere n treat me like wat.. hey even if im dammm veri sick, ive nvr treat her dat way, even wen im trying to tell her how gurt it is tru my action i didnt do tinks to hurt her... or piss'ed her off... wah.... hurt damm shitz... he is my fren, i like his company n here she cums dear n syg to him, sit close close.. imagine how i feel? my intention was dat i want her to noe dat my frenz are hers also, as she is owas stuck at hm soo i dun mind sharing... but isnt it obvious dat i like him?? ya sort of like haiz... learn frm lesson...haiz... dat was y i turn to makin frenz w other ppl n stop calling him... haiz... she so close yet haiz... dun wannna say anitink... hiazz...