the lost moments

I was wondering.... Do i look like NOra Danish?!! i mean wen my fringe dis short? Y do ppl keep on saying i do wen i seriously tink i shudnt b compared to her... She is damm cute n white n flawless... but me?!!! Eeeeuuuuu!!! Im neither cute nor pretty, Neither white nor flawless.... Hmmmm... its funi how ppl can compare me w sum1 ttlly diff frm me... i am me... jus a plain gal.... funi how ppl easily can c that i haf a look alike... Shud i b proud? ahakz... cant b coz i noe me too well hahaha....

Im abit off mood today... i was expecting gifts frm zul or pika but neither of them gif me any... im hurt but i rather not say it.. haiz... havin my bdae jus past 2 daes ago, im still waiting frm those dat haven yet wish me like: WILLIAM!! ....
How could he forget my bdae?!! Soo mean... Bluek!!!!

Guez wat i got a new collection of guys... haha... im jus bein me i guys... but dey are all frenz... nvr met dem b4... jus msg-ing buddies if dats wat i tink i'll call dem... haha... Wat am i turning into? i also dun noe... im confuse abt life, no direction dat i wan to go... its like im stuck at a junction n not noe which way to go.. i keep on following the flow, till i now very unfamiliar w my surrounding.. im scared to turn bac, scared dat i cant accept wat i haf gone tru...( i realise dat ive bn goin tru tid flow w my eyes close, n not noeing wat ive bn tru alot, i forget alot of stuff)... im confused which way to go forward... im becumin the lost child... although im oready 21... but age itself doesnt do me any help... I noe by now i shud noe wat im suppose todo n start tinking of the future needs but i jus dun noe wat to do... can any1 reali help me? i realise i need lots of help but frm who?!!