Haiz... wanna noe sumtink, last nite i had a nitemare.... arggggg!! Like wat sey... I dreamt i was bein chased by a very beautiful lady which suddenly turn into the most hideous woman i haf ever seen... wah i shout n shout n prayed but no1 help me... wah i wake up in cold sweat... Stupid ghost disturb my sleep!!!
I was checking tru' the calender, suddenly i realise dat my bdae falls on a fasting mth... FUCK!! i jus tot i wan go celebrate.. haiyo... my bdae mus fast... (sedih nye, tak ley mkn cake... sobs sobs).... Hmm... aside frm my bdae, pika's bdae cumin up so haf to tink of sumtink to surprised him... hmmm wat shall it b? i oready tot wat to buy for him, but wat surprise still havin tink abt yet.. aniwaez it still early, i still haf abt 3 mths to go... so lets chil the burger....NOw im tinking abt my bdae wish, haha... wonder if anibodi will gif me anitink... hmmm.... let c wat i haf in mind for bdae wish...:
- I want a Big Choc Cake...
- I want to b w ppl i love n cared for
- I jus want to b hapi
- I want ppl ard me b hapi
- I wan a bdae gift, many2 of it (tak tahu malu)
- I b waiting for dat sum1 to wish my bdae
Hmm.. dunnoe la wat crap im writing!! haiz.. jus done chatting w papa ken, he b goin bac uk in 2 more daes & i asked him to gif william hugs & kisses for me wen he meet him.. hehe.. gay boyz... miss calling them dat.. haha... hmmm... kla dats for now i gues, now waiting for zul to kol me.. haiz he owas love to make me wait n wait...
Wait Up!!!
I wanted to write abt mondae blues...
& all i mumble abt is rubbish!!!
Wat the hell nora....
So wat is my mondae blues...??????????????
Tell you sumtink!! Im startin to lose my patience staying at home... i am rude, i am irritating, i am a nuisance, i am ignorant, i am stubborn.... But dat doesnt mean i'll sit around wen ppl ard me gets to comfortable w my attitude my way, i'll not allow ppl to b like me... You wanna b rude, u can, but ders a limit to everytink... i noe my limit, so must u... Once if i voiced out, you wont like it, you wont accept it... I can b a silent person, I can b the most understanding person & i can also b nicest person... 1 tink i dun wanna b is bein the meanest person, coz once i reali not hapi abt sumtink, i dun gif a fuck if u wants to kill me bcoz of my words, coz i dare u to do soo... Even if it means breaking all ties w me, im fine w it... 1 dae wen u look bac u'll realise dat bcoz of ur rudeness, u'll regret it too the max... & if by den u tink im still a BITCH den i say u will nvr grow... Coz ppl wo cant cntrl their temper or limits Are definitely some1 wo dun wan to grow up... (childish!!)... Yes i admit im a bitch, you jus haven seen my bitch yet.. i didnt mean to hide it but ive learn to cntrl it... So dun try bein like me, coz i dun like, onli i cant b the only bitches ard here... & REMEMBER 1 TINK, I'M NVR AFRAID OF U OR ANI1!!! I JUS CNTRL MY SELF, MY ANGER, MY TEMPER, MY BITCH!!! SO YOU FUCKING DUN TRY TEST MY PATIENT!!! YOU NOE WHO U ARE!!!
